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i wonder if it's common practice for other blogs to randomly change their blog names once in a short while. because i did it first and then connie did it and we both do it now to a ridiculous degree. so i'll just go rename my blog now again.
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Thursday, May 30, 2002
wahh, i wanted to go i wanted to go but then i decided that i couldn't. maybe i decided wrong. all i got out of not going was an extra-long orchestra rehearsal and something but not much else, and i missed (as richard tells me with his new condescending attitude) a team picture and dinner and .. i don't know, probably a lot of other things. okay, no regrets. i probably needed this orchestra rehearsal. maybe not. i just wrote my second history essay and it's done and i'm not using that extension i asked for, because it doesn't seem fair to hand it in late if i didn't go to the match -- so i wrote it and finished a ten fifteen minutes ago. i still feel bad. sigh.
what math homework, we didn't have any math homework. today bird hands back a quiz from last week and i see that i got a problem wrong but then everyone else has the problem crossed out and another one written in, and at first i thought "what's wrong with you can't you even pay attention and listen a bit when the teacher says important things at the beginning of class". but then i sat around and thought for a minute or two and remembered that i had to go to the bathroom that day and came back a minute or two after the bell rang and found a nice quiz sitting on my desk. so bird let me do the problem. what a nice man. i'm in the process of locking up my final grades for the year. embarrassing enough, i think i might have some trouble with health, if i fail a few more quizzes .. sat ii writing and chemistry on saturday are mine. i just have to study for real at home, not doing this stupid glancing skimming over sections thing that i've been doing in between classes. oh well, i have the whole afternoon tomorrow. i think i'm really putting a lot of pressure on myself to do well. would i take them again in the fall if i don't get 800s .. i don't know. the predicted standard reaction to the last sentence i just typed out: "i hate you." i'm going to look over a lot of chemistry in school tomorrow. i really wish i went to that match today. i'm sad.
ahh. holmdel...number one team in the state of new jersey? wow. though the only match eric and i won in the whole tournament was against rumson. ::sigh:: its all over. i feel like we should have a national tournament now, but we'd just get totally raped by all the teams from new york. some guy was interviewing the team for tv, but he didn't ask me anything, not like i'd know what to say anyway. now one day i'll be able to tell my kids that i played on a state championship team, and they'll say, "cool. i want to play tennis."....hahahahah i crack myself up. damn...i don't know what to say, except thank you God, and i should get back to math hw now. i'm still hungry after Chili's.
Wednesday, May 29, 2002
i don't get it, why is that funny .. you're weird. anyway, so i wasted my afternoon today on a bus and at mercer county park watching tennis and it was kind of boring. yay team. i don't know if i'll go tomorrow, even if it's the biggest match ever and ever. grr, i'm writing my second history essay at the moment. stupid second civil rights movement. someone should go and erase history so we don't have to analyze it all the time. i think i might take the us history sat ii this weekend. either that or spanish, i'm not sure. we'll see. or maybe i should take something for fun, like german. no, probably us history. i was going to say something in my last blog, but i forgot. steph stepped on some packet of mayonnaise today and it was all over her.
hm, you know what, sat ii is finally starting to bother me. it was never like this before .. now there's all this strange pressure that's building. i wonder what's wrong. anyway, i have to do major studying for saturday -- writing and chem (and possibly us history or spanish), here i come.
here's a funny dialogue..
[Voice-Over: On the street; maybe a bookstore. Someone bumps into someone, playfully.] Bruce: You again! Woman: Are you following me? Bruce: Why no. I'm stalking you. Woman: Oh, really? Bruce: Yeah. Woman: The neighbors have been saying there was a man with a slightly crazed, yet focused demeanor standing for a long time in my hedge, neck pivoted to my window. Bruce: Yup. That's me! [Both giggle] Woman: Well good. Bruce: Great. Woman:...well it's good to finally meet you. Bruce: Nice to finally meet you. Woman: So, how you been? Bruce: Oh pretty good, you know-- same old, same old. Woman: I guess you're not gonna ask me how I've been cuz you've been watching... Bruce: ...I've been watching you. Woman: Right. Bruce: A lot... Woman: So whatcha been up to? Bruce: Oh ya know, not too much. The stalking keeps me pretty busy. And actually I've got a bit of a cold right now cuz it's really lousy weather for... stalking. Woman: Can I ask you one question? Bruce: Shoot. Woman: Why *are* you stalking me? Bruce: Because you are the one. You are the unspoiled virgin bride. You are the blond canvas on which I will paint my future. Don't you remember? You smiled at me once in a croissanterie. We never spoke; we didn't have to. You chose me. Now I stand outside your window waiting. I stand there and when you go to sleep I become calm. I can feel my heartbeat slow down, and beat...just...like...yours. Woman: [giggling] Ohh! I get it; perfectly clear. Bruce: Yeah, anyway. Woman: See ya. Bruce: Well, happy shopping. Woman: See ya. Thanks and happy stalking. Bruce: Thanks. Nice bumping into you. Woman: See ya around. Bruce: Hey you changed your answering machine code, eh? Woman: My co...my code? Yeah. I have...I have to get going now cuz someone's waiting just to... Bruce: Oh, okay. Sure. Really? Cool. Nice meeting ya. That went well. Yeah. hahahahaha... bruce mcculloch is hilarious.
my head hurts. *sigh* waiting until the last minute two write two history essays and a latin poetry analysis is not, and never will be, a good idea. curse my procrastinating self. grr. by the way, derek, i would also like an "oh no bears" shirt. get them soon! :o)
after i read the girls' guide to hunting and fishing, i wanted to be a book editor. even though the main character didn't really like it.. hm. but yeah. it seems like such a cool job. i like to imagine myself in the future living in either an ultrachic loft apartment or an ultrachic house and working at one of those jobs that movies and television depict as really cool. mm, that probably only made sense in my head. oh well :)
block voting--that's just like the irish obstructionists of the english parliament in the 1800s. be enlightened by my cool references =)
i want an "oh no bears" shirt, derek. Tuesday, May 28, 2002
what is a "stomach fit for elastic jeans"? anyway, i have just written one of my history essays, and i think i like it. i want to be a writer when i grow up. okay, maybe not professionally, but it would be nice to publish something once in a while. maybe in college i'll be able to write for a real school newspaper. umm, i want to be editor of something someday.
so i lost that election today for nhs secretary, and hm. srikar said i only received four votes, which i don't know is accurate or not, and that would mean only three people (and then me) voted for derek tsai. hm, that was not my expectation, which appears to have been horribly wrong. i thought i would get most of the asian votes, guys and girls. and then those nerdy guys, who were they going to vote for. anyway, i'm wondering. tell me who you voted for. i need to know, tell me baby girl, cos i need to -- okay. serena told me about "block voting", how all the people in a group vote for the same person and i think maybe that happened. perplexing. yay, our tennis team is going to the tournament of champions tomorrow. and i'm actually going to go with them this time, yay. i've gone to at least fifty percent of the matches, even though there's really no point -- except richard says "ahhughgh, you stupid, you have to support the team!!" -- when all i do is kind of sit around and make fun of players. i wanted to spit up all over the court today, but then the coach would've probably been mad. except it was his fault, when he made me stay and play doubles with eric and richard. i almost hit richard, but i didn't. richard said i looked like a pig and then yesterday he also gloated about his 800 in chem. don't worry, richard, i won't forget this. who wants to buy an "oh no bears" shirt.
college apps are really not that bad, so don't worry, if you're worried. it's a learning experience. learning experiences are good. just be prepared if you're discussing college applications and annoying juniors who think they know more about college than you do tell you you're wrong about certain aspects of college. that part stinks. but other than that it's pretty fun. so enjoy it- don't think of it as your semi-future, just think of it as your FRIEND.
anorexia actually started out as a man's disease. i just read derek saying "i think i should exercise" and i imagined derek burning those calories with richard simmons. somehow richard simmons and derek are kind of an odd couple. i wish i was more proportional. my pelvic bone sticks out on both sides pretty bad but i have a stomach fit for elastic jeans. harry potter! Monday, May 27, 2002
so i went to christine's house last night with norman janet jon kwong and and we watched oceans eleven and rush hour two, and strangely i forgot to insert quotation marks just now for the movie titles. something must be wrong. anyway, it was fun -- i had the most junk food that i've had in a long time. what did we eat, let's see. apples, popcorn, watermelon, buffalo wings, ice cream, some cake .. i think that was it. i'm getting fat(ter) and i think i should exercise. right now.
okay, that was hours ago when i couldn't get online. i did some .. exercise. now i think i should go to sleep. sigh, today really turned into a bad day as of 5:00 or so.
yale is nice. so come! oh, amelie was a really good movie, too. despite having to read subtitles.
oh, yeah, i was reading this at cornell b/c i was so bored (my brother graduated this weekend, which is kinda strange) and i wanted to say, derek, i never got an 800 on my chem sat II. b/c chem sat II's are stupid.
gosh your new blog site is so white. it makes my eyes hurt. get the white-out! MIT is cool. i fell asleep during the harvard info session. and cape cod was kinda disappointing because we had no idea where to go. we could see the beaches and the cliffs and it was all very nice, but we couldn't get anywhere near it. yea i schooled jess in mini-golf and found out i can drive a golf ball 150 yards pretty consistently, but it makes my left hand hurt. maybe i'll ditch tennis and try out for the golf team next year. or not.
oh shoot sat 2's are this weekend. maybe i should study sometime, when i'm done with all these darn projects and tests that are coming up this week.
hi all
welcome home steffy! yale IS very nice. *sigh*...a dream-never-to-become-reality school. well..for me anyways. i did nothing today. i feel so unproductive..im having one of those slow moving kinda depressed feeling days...annie's dad is acupuncture to my knee today..it was so scary, and i started crying like a stupid wuss. but it feels better now, whcih is weird..not weird..good. i hate when people talk to you onlin who you dont want to talk to, but you feel too guilty blocking them. and its worse when you've told them you dont feel comfortable talkin to them and they still talk to you. blah. and i wish there were SATs administered during the summer...because i need to take SAT I again because i am stupid and verbal score STUNK. but im taking sat ii on saturday..and i have no idea what im going to do if i screw myself over...ill just..go to brookdale or something. do u guys like reading really long blogs? i have a tendency to be very verbose. i cant help it. im just garrulous i suppose...i think those are the only 2 sat-esque words that i know. geee. i wanna go see a movie. i wanna go out to eat. i dont want to go to school 2morrow. and i decided i love dancing at sweet 16s. actually, i just love going to sweet 16s. and i love shopping. sometimes. i love eating brownies. and there are some sophomore guys that make me feel really uncomfortable when they ask me if i would have said yes if they asked me to slow dance. i dont like that. i also wish school was over..and i wish i could skip over college aps and just finish senior year and have the best summer of my life after high school is done. okay..ill stop putting you guys to sleep. byeee
i think i'll have a nervous breakdown if i have to endure another twentyminuteplus car ride any time in the near future. ugh. i wanted to beat my head in this weekend. i went on a college touring road trip, by the way. drove everywhere. *shudder* we went to yale, brown, wellesley, bu, bc, harvard. blegh. and we could only get a tour when we went to yale. so we just kind of wandered around random campuses. that was interesting. i've decided that i like yale. a lot. :o) i wanna be just like ellie!!!! haha.. but seriously. it's very very nice there. very nice.
i saw "enigma" when i was in boston. good movie. i was this close *holds up thumb and finger* to seeing "amelie".. but.. alas, it did not happen. "enigma" was good, though. dougray scott is so so so cool. he was the prince in ever after and the bad guy in MI2. i love his accent. a scottish brogue. heehee... :o) Sunday, May 26, 2002
yay, it's christina. anyway -- so it's possible to change your real name -- which is the one that appears on the blog -- but not your username -- which doesn't appear anywhere -- so that doesn't really matter. um, i wanted to do track during freshman year, and cross country too, except stupid high tech got in the way. so i did nothing. hm, i would be a runner now if i didn't go to nerd school. and so i've decided to take chemistry for a third time -- yes that's right, a third time -- in june because i want the 800, grr. considering that i took ap chem and am supposedly very good in this subject, i think i can get the 800. maybe. i think it'll be writing, chem, and us history. i should study soon, tomorrow.
Saturday, May 25, 2002
hi...its me again...okay, my user name that i entered when i entered the blog was adipose tissue..and i thought that that was the name whcih would show up when i posted blogs..okay, now i feel even more stupid...whoops..
hi all
so this is the first blog im posting...is it possible to change my name? i couldnt really think of anything cool...except..adipose tissue..and even that isnt too cool. everyone go download "kristina" by Catch 22. its a really good song, even though they have a typo in their song title. hee hee. so...my ninth season of running as officially ended...how do i feel about that? im three fourths done with my high school running career..all in all..its been a successful season, and i know much more awaits me for next year...i am proud to say annie and i are the only two juniors who have endured nine seasons of running for holmdel high school. every year, i think i love track more and more...sat 2's coming up this saturday..as im sure you all know..im a little nervous...im afraid im not prepared enough...and something inside of me is saying dont worry...relax..you'll do fine..i've have this real nonchalant atitude lately, which is scaring me...i supposed it's pretty cool, because im much more relaxed, and actually much happier..but it scares me because im afraid ill stop caring...if i ever stop caring, thatll be the end of me...as long as i care, as long as my heart is still in it...in what i do, in what i believe in..i know ill be okay. btw this is christina in case no one knows who i am because of my stupid sn to match my stupid self..
thank you for such insightful thoughts. that was muy deep.
wah, i got my sat ii scores back and well. this is why the blog is named what it is. so i got one wrong total in the multiple choice section, but there were also those ten omitted questions, and since i didn't exactly finish my essay, the raw score for that was a 6, and that comes out to be a score of 650. but that's okay, since i'm doing it again in june. the annoying thing is that after a year of ap chem, i still can't manage an 800 on sat ii chemistry. guess what, i improved ten points from last year to a score of 770! yeah well, i think i'll leave it at that. or should i take it again. i'm taking writing again next saturday, yes i am, and i have two more slots to fill up. physics, spanish, history, what am i going to take ..
mm, so when i asked begged caitlin to blog and she said that she didn't have very much nice things to say and i said it was okay, i didn't really know what to expect -- but i think most of those things are going through my mind sometimes too. school is starting to get to me, even though all those busy things are over and the only thing i have left is finals. oh wait, and sat ii writing. lying and cheating bothers me when i don't know what to say to people who do it. the politics thing, eh. i've noticed that i seem to want to run for positions in a lot of clubs or organizations and i've been asking myself if i really want to make a difference and do something .. maybe i'm lying to myself, but i think i'm serious. i'm confused. of course, there's always the college app reason to do these things, well. i'm running for secretary of nhs on tuesday or whichever day the election is changed to again. why do i want to do it, i think that it would be good to help pick this stupid organization off the ground and actually raise some money and do something. do i think that'll happen, i don't know. srikar tells me his big plans for everything, but -- eh, we'll see.
a la caitlin:
i like how "remember the titans" inspires me to become a football player. i like new york city. i like fleet week, big boats, and hot men in uniform. i like good food. i like bad food. i like food. i like "cabaret" -- especially with john stamos (uncle jesse uncle jesse!!) and jane leeves (frasier chica) and the hottie w/ the body playing the saxophone. i like the guggenheim, the children's art inside of it, and the hot guy with the lip ring who was inside it. i like south street seaport. i like chelsea piers. i tried to sum up my day in "likes" but i couldn't finish it. we also went to the jewish heritage museum and to ground zero. both were very good. it was strange at ground zero -- my friend's father's picture was everywhere. there are these banner/wall things where people post pictures or signs or messages -- and he was everywhere. we went on the platform to see ground zero, and his picture was on the walls surrounding that too. some stats that seem to be representative of my school: of fifty kids, about ten were smoking with my english teacher, three bought really bad bootleg movies, one got drunk at cabaret (he wasn't carded for some reason...) and ripped a parking sign out of the street at 11 pm, seven bought house beers at chelsea pier's brewery, one bought something from the street vendor called "advanced sex positions for $1" (as a gag gift), and about fifty yelled out "UNCLE JESSE!!" when john stamos appeared on stage. anyway, today was just about the best school trip i've ever been on (my schools don't usually do washington dc or ireland or anything). i said "hot guy" a lot in this blog.
i'm tired of underqualified, incompetent, charismatic and not so charismatic males routinely winning in high school politics. i'm tired of girls falling for the political ploys of these boys. i'm tired of jealousy and pretend niceness. i'm tired of college application packing, specifically in the "leadership" category. i'm tired of the lying and cheating that are everywhere. i'm tired of self-righteous kids complaining about getting in trouble when they get caught. i'm tired of having to put up with stupidity. i'm tired of being stupid in my math class.
i like going to the beach and sleeping in the sun. i like eating cous-cous for dinner. i like the movie "remember the titans." i like sublime and weezer and jimmy eat world. i like four-day weekends, and i like the summer. i like talking about redwall books. i like singing in my car. i like watching my friend throw javelin. i like sailing. i like sleeping. good night. Friday, May 24, 2002
my blog got devoured by blogger again... it always manages to do that to me, but ok. not like it was important or anything. the sats are coming. i am in crazy spastic study mode. and yet i want to go out and relax because its a long weekend... ahhh what to do. sats should be banned from the universe. and all other achievement tests. i've been so incredibly tired lately, what is wrong with me... fatigue is setting in. fatigue is a funny word. there are lots of words that sound funny when you say them and there are other words that look funny when you write them down. paper is one of the ones that look funny when you write them down. try it sometime, if you stare at it for too long it starts to look weird. and those last few statements just exposed how completely and pathetically bored i can get. ^.^'' ok i'm tired again i'm going to sleep for all eternity... see you when i'm done.
i had a very nice unproductive day today. i woke up at 7.14 for some unknown reason and then i decided to clean my room. like really clean my room, not just put away the clothes hanging around on the floor and what not. so i took out all those plastic boxes i have in my closet and i started going through them and i found the coolest stuff from when i was little. *sigh* i want to read le petit prince....! i want to read a lot of books. but i don't have the time. how sad.
oh yeah, so what i wanted to blog was that i was going through all the stuff and then i came across these old letters and cards and i found this one card from derek which was on wrapping paper and he wrote, "you see, i CAN (underscore underscore) be nice". yeah.
serena michelle and christina are very loud at dinner. they like to make fun of other people and then talk about bathrooms and then talk about food. oh, that lfo song was "every other time". and i have no idea why, but in the middle of dinner serena puts her arm around me and hugs me. then i threatened to spit up on christina since she was poking my cheek. ew, get away. i want an ice cream machine, but then i would probably become amazingly obese in a matter of days. i am thinking of ideas for my new website. i wish i had some nice cold apple juice. no, apple cider.
eh, i am very full. so i was very unpleasantly surprised that dinner at china buffet costs twelve dollars -- they said it was thirteen at first -- and i tried to eat as much as i could to get my money's worth and yet it was disappointing how much i couldn't eat. i only had one huge plate of food and a little plate of fruit and a little bowl of ice cream and a cone! sigh. i used to be so much better. i remember how i used to be really chubby when i was in elementary school. i wonder why my parents didn't stop me from eating. maybe they were fattening me up to eat me, and then they changed their minds.
blog blog blog, im at erics house, hi eric! he's sitting behind me playing guitar, oh he just stopped, then he didnt, and derk is watching the 'non-dvd' ripped version of zoolander on erics comp... even though we watched it in ap chem... zoolander is such a stupid movie, stupid yet funny... ok laters, derk i blogged!
i am not wearing a shirt. okay, so i just took a shower and my mom left for that retreat at nyack and i'm home alone and probably about to go to eric's house. and then china buffet. we saw star wars and i'm still not a star wars fan -- the dialogue was horrible. they shouldn't have let george lucas come anywhere near the script. and okay grace, you're right, some of them were actually pretty good at chinese, because i could actually understand a little bit of what they were saying. anytime i want grace to blog, i should say something insulting about someone. i came home and my mom told me that i had a funny look on my face the whole time. i probably did. oh, and i kind of redid the blog. look if you're not already.
oh, and since we're on the subject of comparing me to "hot" guys, did i mention he was a mix of half asian and half of some caucasian ethnicity...that makes him/us hot(2x) and smart =)
derek...!!! i thought that the americans speaking chinese were VERY good.....not..."failing miserably.."...!! i thought that they were actually better than a lot of ABCs around here....they worked hard on that! i thought it was MORE amusing that andrew and tim and matt recited monotonously, but i thought shannon and julianne and joe were really good at speaking chinese. they worked hard, come on..!
but all in all i thought all was good....steph, you were so cute with all the shaking of the hands..! =) excellent job. i also found amusing the kisses in the french honor society.....they barely leaned in and just make these...kissing sounds. that was cute too =). congrats to everyone. i felt like i was in overachiever-world tonight. =) hehe.
so randomly my mom brought home a copy of "the princess diaries," so randomly i just finished watching it. it was...entertaining.
tomorrow i'm going to the city! it's a history trip where we're going to: the jewish museum (now i know there's a more correct title..), the guggenheim, fleet week, ground zero, some other museum, cabaret, and dinner. it should be fun. hopefully. hm...imagine shaking the hands of 2000+ people. like the rutgers graduation -- it took six hours. my god brother graduated today. nice! huge generalization: when i went to hawaii last summer, everyone i saw there was hot. everyone. old, young, male, female...they were all really attractive. i'm serious -- everyone in hawaii is attractive. so, norman, you are a lucky guy. he's smart and hot. =D you and your visitor have so much in common. *nudge nudge wink wink* i think i'm a little off today. Thursday, May 23, 2002
so it was pretty scary. standing up there and shaking all those sweaty hands and some people didn't even shake mine and then having to read a corny line that i didn't even write: "now you may extinguish your candles. but never the flame of its spirit!" yeah, that's pretty bad. and then the latin part was funny when janet had no idea how to read the oath and her face was basically frozen like "umm". but the most hilarious part happened when the chinese honor society people went up -- i think it's so amusing when americans try to speak chinese and fail miserably. i think all the chinese school kids should automatically be in chinese honor society. and i can be supreme emperor.
why hello...apparently, it has been eons since i've bloged. wow it feels weird. anyways, hi everyone, i'm not usually a blogging type. i usually just read. yes...well here i am because i have nothing to do. its memorial day weekend and we have 4 days!!! yay!! i have nothing to do this weekend (redundant...hmm), maybe have a little star wars episode 2 action or something. i'm not really a star wars fanatic. i've only watched the first one ever and didn't even really like it. i'm not much of a futuristic kind of person, unless its the matrix, or MIB (i can't wait a year, i want to watch them now!! *sob*). yeah, well my mom's friends are coming to visit on sunday. they're from hawaii and they're coming because their son goes to princeton. wow...princeton...what a concept...even looking at the word gives me the chills. he's like transfering europe to study at oxford or something...oh my. well thats about all i have to look forward to this weekend. if anyone wants to do anything tell me...please!!!! (i hope that didn't sound too desperate *snicker*)
hey, i'm going to the induction, too. except, i'm not an officer. apparently, all the old officers are going out of town, so they need people to hand out certificates and whatnot. i wonder if i'll be able to do the roman handshake with anyone. sitting through the spanish/french honor society inductions is torture. why do so many of you have to have good grades?? sheesh. :o) it'd be so much easier if honor societies were the size of, say, the latin or chinese one. then we would all be done in a jiffy and no one would need to burn his candle to a stump. oh well. it'll be fun. hahahahaha.. :)
hm, i'm going to go on a college tour this weekend. yay. can you hear the excitement in my .. type? *sigh* i kind of just want to stay home and relax. blaaaaaah. i should just apply to places that i know nothing about. be a rebel and stuff. okay, maybe not. grr. i just want to sleep! :P uh oh. the sats-are-in-a-week realization just hit me. ouch. (hahaha, that was corny. sorry :o) Wednesday, May 22, 2002
you think 40 some is long? you shoulda come to our induction ceremony last year where we had 80 some inductees and since the beginning and end of the alphabet walk first, i got to hold my candle through 40 or so people as i cautiously avoided the slowly dripping wax. and then this year! gosh, there were 101 inductees! that took quite a while. our poor sargeant (i spelled that wrong) in arms had to hand out and light 101 candles as he stood there in his pee yellow robe and his sneakers chewing gum and making funny comments -- oh that's a big flame better watch out there -- okay you can have this candle -- hey it's you again -- yep. it actually wans't too bad. it was pretty actually. candles are pretty. ok bye.
psh, no one likes my blog. my blog is a lonely blog. i should've studied for math today but i think i'll do it tomorrow in school .. grr, i miss the tennis trip to states because i have to rehearse for the induction ceremony. and so i have to take a math test. i'm having some wistful thinking at the moment.
no, that was really me. so today's match against ocean was pretty intense, especially the second singles match where paul pulled out a 6-0 in the third set. and then ellie and phil showed up, along with eugene and a whole lot of other people and then .. and then i had to take the five-thirty bus home. stinky bus driver. where's frank, i want you back na na na. tomorrow night's the spanish honor society induction and i have to say a few words and shake a few forty hands. it's going to be so long. anyway, i should write a speech because i'm running for secretary of national honor society. hooray.
Tuesday, May 21, 2002
so, that really was dave for a couple of those blogs. anyway, speaking of multiple personality dissorders (steph), i watched a video in psych today about them. oh wow, it was really frightening. really...really...frightening. the cases we watched were of people who had 20+ different personalities, all of which were basically created as defense mechanisms against some sort of trauma or childhood abuse. anyway, this one woman had this one personality really deep in her mind, named "enigma." apparently its sole purpose was to kill the host body if the repressed memories of abuse ever surfaced...and also to kill whatever other person discovered the same memories (like a therapist). it was really scary...all this self mutilation and exorcist-like demon voices and restraints and..ah! too much for me. i was disturbed. mental illnesses really scare me. the whole concept of being trapped in an illness of your own mind is frightening. especially when my psych teacher always seems to say, "all of you are prime targets for mental illnesses! you're at a prime age for illness and it can strike anyone. so i'm guessing about five of you will grow up to have schizophrenia." hm.
you french kids who are reading "le petit prince," maybe you can help me. i have to find a song that relates to/epitomizes "le petit prince" themes, characters, or events. i thought it would be an easy assignment, but i'm having a bit of trouble. suggestions are very very welcome. =D
my green hooded sweatshirt is missing. grr, i should've noticed earlier, but i always thought it was somewhere else and now it's gone and i have to find it. it might be somewhere at school or the tennis club or um. i want it i want it back. and this is the third or fourth article of clothing i've randomly lost somewhere. there was that "graduation" shirt from fifth grade that i left at eastern college during a retreat, a gray old navy t-shirt that i really liked and disappeared mysteriously, and now this. mm, maybe it'll turn up. i should write my name all over my clothes.
ellen seems to have multiple personalities. hmm. i got really confused at one point, because i thought the blog by ellen mellen was by ellen h and.. yes. it was all very confusing.
you know what guys? we are no longer 0-for! mwahaha. last game of the season and we tie. hahaha.. ironic, no? we almost won, too. but it's okay. at least we have one non-loss. hahaha.. what was also funny was the fact that connie, a senior who has not scored any goals this season, scored four goals. *sigh* we are such an unpredictable team. so my brother did his home meal project for culinary arts class today. it was interesting.. he made an incredible amount of meat. it actually was not bad. i remember my home meal project... i had forgotten to stir the noodles when i was boiling them so they all stuck together and some of them weren't cooked. haha.. and then the bread that i baked was just completely nasty. but i blame that one on the recipe.. :o) the rest was good, though. i think.. from what i remember. i'm going to starve to death when i move out on my own. hahaha. either that, or burn my house down. hahaaaa.. :)
hey kids
so i'm doing eagle eye now. ok i just wanted to blog so there would be three blogs in a row by an ellen.
i haven't been online in the longest time, i am so deprived. but now i have a cable modem (finally) and a new, cool looking very fast computer which my dad was really excited about because he saved $300 on it. it feels good to be able to get online in about 5 seconds, including booting up the computer. so anyway. derek, it WILL be fun, but you kind of have to move around once in a while. you need to be...exciting! remember, you're supposedly her knight in shining armor, her prince on a white horse as foby chinese people say. smile a bit. =) waiting for my dad to install the old computer in my room and get a connector thingamabob so i can have a computer with internet access in my room, kick butt. star wars was decent, yoda looked so incredibly funny and spoke incredibly bad english. but its all good, cuz its yoda. i have yet to see spiderman, but since i didnt hear like rave reviews about it from my friends who went to see it the first day i'm not all that excited about it and it can wait. 4 day weekend coming up, maybe i'll just hang out in front of the computer for memorial weekend or maybe i should study for sats. i'm so behind, watch me fail. tons of stuff yet to be looked at, much less studied and reviewed... advanced research packet due 4 days after that, whatever shall i do...
Monday, May 20, 2002
how coincidental. so, much like derek, i really wish it was this time next year (that sounds funny). then i'd already be in a college, done with aps, and just waiting for prom and graduation. but it would also be really nice if all memories of college applications and rejections could somehow be repressed and forgotten and never ever ever surface. anyway.
prom was super fun! i wish i could show you pictures. speaking of which, you guys need to see pictures from your OWN prom. well, pre-prom that is. i just wish i had a scanner so you guys could see...and get doubles or whatever you wish. yes that was me asking to borrow someone's scanner. =D post prom was also fun. crazy, crazy times. i remember i had something of actual interest to blog about. but i definitely forgot. why oh why am i so crippled.. so i downloaded "center stage" yesterday and watched it twice. then today i tried to download "ten things i hate about you," and when i went to go watch it, it turns out it was a file of "center stage" that was labeled incorrectly! oh man. watching "center stage" really made me want to become a ballet dancer. or a really bad actor. either one. =D good movie though. see derek, i told you my blogs are horrible now.
dangit, thirteen months until graduation. not that i want things to go more quickly, but college would be nice. so would bypassing the whole college application process. i think i'm going to start making a new website, but first i think maybe i should get my new computer set up. or should i make the website first and then set up the computer? i've been trying to come up with ideas, and i think i want a cleaner whiter site with more space so it looks comfortable and not so cluttered and well, it's hm. i should try drawing out some of the things i've thought of. this time i'm really making a website. really!
hello, 1 month until graduation! time magazine came today: 27% of 10-year-olds in the u.s. are overweight...there's a picture of gwyneth paltrow and i have the shirt she's wearing in the picture. i have something in common with gwyneth paltrow!
the match against wall today was fun. bisonboy must've had 3 pachinks (bouncing the ball over the fence on the other side). i had one imitation pachink when the ball bounced off a pole on the fence and then over the other fence on the side. then after most of our matches had finished some kid on the wall team showed us some card tricks. he was pretty slick but we figured out his secret. so, the wall kids really are pretty nice, goatees and all. i need to start figuring out fizziks now.
and wow, zoolander is the funniest movie i've seen in a long time. i can't wait to see the rest of it tomorrow. hansel is so hot these days.
yeah, i miss x-men evolution. and the powerpuff girls are coming to the wb, which i'm kind of excited about. i really enjoyed ten things i hate about you (i think b/c i like joseph gordon-levitt) (yeah, i know, the kid on 3rd rock ... doesn't mean he can't be cute) and i really want to see spy games (b/c i like brad pitt and robert redford) (ok, yeah, and it looks intriguing, too).
i may get a job soon. Sunday, May 19, 2002
ahh, whatever happened to the spiderman cartoons. i think they were on the wb or maybe foxkids and then now they're gone. and x-men evolution is only on saturdays, when i'm not home. i'm not getting my fill of superhero cartoons! i heard the powerpuff girls is coming to wb -- now i'll have a chance to watch them. i remember there was this ad for a cartoon called "samurai jack" or something like that on the cartoon network and i really liked the animation style and but i've never seen it. someone tape it for me. and snl too because my reception is horrible.
no no no.. you have it all wrong. the hobgoblin comes before the green goblin. at least that's what i remember from the tv series. which.. could be inaccurate. but i think stan lee had some involvement with it.. so.. yes. you are [or might be] WRONG! hehe :)
anyways.. i saw about a boy today. it was pretty good. hugh grant has such blue eyes. and so does that kid. i want blue eyes. no, never mind, that would look freaky. :o) i think one of the songs in the movie was sung by travis. it sounded like them anyway. and there was this one scene in it that reminded me so much of bridget jones' diary, which is a movie that has absolutely nothing to do with about a boy except for the fact that they are both set in england. right. i make such odd associations with my brain. i think the usa network is having some sort of teen movie marathon. i watched the end of clueless (excellent stuff.. paul rudd has awesome eyes, too) and the beginning of 10 things i hate about you (funny movie, actually). teen movies are so fun. i saw a trailer for a new kevin bacon movie. it's called trapped. charlize theron and courtney love are in it. now we have another link for six degrees! :) i also saw a trailer for the matrix reloaded and matrix revolutions. so so cool. wow, this blog was completely movie-related. i need to get a life. :o)
yeah hey, way to be vague and tell us nothing at all. i saw "spiderman" today and it was good .. if i remember correctly, harry osborn later becomes hobgoblin in the comic book storyline. and i remember how there was this huge controversy when the writers revealed that when spiderman was cloned a few years ago and then the clone died, it wasn't the clone that died and it was really spiderman who was dead and the clone who was alive and then the readers were all really super-mad. i think i should go clean my room a little bit .. it's getting harder and harder to wade through the mess.
heya everyone and "hello, new shrewbury racquet club 18 and under singles champion!" so i went to the mall yesterday and i went kinda crazy. yeah, it felt good to be at the mall after being deprived for like 5 months. let me in on the movie club circle, i feel like a pariah.
we should have movie club with david fincher movies: "seven", "fight club", "panic room". and then we should watch "the godfather" too because i really want to see it. and then we should have a brad pitt fest with "spy game" and "oceans eleven" and whatever else, i forget what. i want to see some classic films, not thirties forties classics but like seventies eighties classics. and all those science fiction movies that were listed in the latest issue of "wired" magazine, i don't know who else gets it. i like using quotation marks all over.
Saturday, May 18, 2002
ahh...so say hello to the new shrewsbury racquet club 18 and under singles champion, after winning a grand total of......one match. apparently everyone else has prom, or that's what the lady at the front desk said. but after losing every match i played for the last two weeks, this feels pretty good now. i need a new racquet because my old ones are rattling and falling apart, and dave at the club says that julius and i should get heavier racquets. gosh i'm hungry. i need to get working on swimtag. i have yet to see star wars, spiderman, panic room, and moulin rouge. i feel so deprived. and i smell now too. shower time.
yoda is awesome. that's all you need to know about episode II. wow. he has got some serious skill. plus, he's small and speaks in funny english. awesome. :o)
okay, so my blog seems a bit comatose. but that's all going to change when i blog and everyone blogs after i blog and then we'll have a nice busy blog. what do i want to talk about. yesterday i didn't go home after fellowship, and instead we -- me, dave, frances, steph, and my imaginary buddy -- went to steph's house and we played risk until twelve-thirty or so. yeah, we're dorks. but i like risk .. i think dave and i have to play a game by ourselves sometime. before we stopped, i was trapped in china with thirty-forty armies and then i pushed my way over asia through kamchatka into alaska and down the east coast and took over all of south america and half of north and okay i'll stop. it was very exciting. and cool. i was really angry this afternoon from around two to four. tennis lessons are starting to annoy me. the instructor always puts me with people below my level, and never with richard-julius-whoever-etc. and other worse people are on their court and so i get to hit around with idiots. okay, not "idiots" but just people who won't hit the ball back when i hit it to them. so i don't get any practice. and then today i played this kid who i would've beat if i had just a bit more practice during the first hour but i didn't because i was on the crap court and grr. that and the instructors made a bet on me and the other kid. i want a rematch. and then it was raining today. i just came home from this .. dance thing, and apparently i'm going to be in some holmdel chinese dance troupe performance at brookdale on june twenty-first and uh. it's very scary. something about young love, and i don't know what to do and the girl who i'm paired up with doesn't seem to feel like telling me anything, and i look stupid. i want a new partner. actually, i don't want to do the dance thing. unless it's fun. so far it's not. let's talk in choppy. sentences.
i just went back and made that one large paragraph because i felt like it. so now i have time to make a website and i will and it'll be done by june and i want to learn flash and clean my room and learn some guitar and yay! i should set up my new computer soon. Friday, May 17, 2002
sat ii writing 2, derek 0, jess 0
::sigh:: now i have to retake it in june... so i'm very excited to go shopping tomorrow. i haven't gone seriously shopping in such a loooong time. too long. much too long. i am going through withdrawl. Thursday, May 16, 2002
wah. i am incredibly full. i ate at this restaurant called mulberry street something something (i forget the exact name.. but it's right across the street from jack's music shoppe) and it was pasta night so every pasta dish was ten bucks including soda and salad. mm, it was good. i had this bowtie-red sauce-eggplant-parmesan dish. oh man. my stomach.. :oP
my brother is currently watching episode II. his friend told him about yoda's awesome awesome fight scene and he couldn't take it anymore. he was practically drooling. so he had to see it tonight. *sigh* no patience. kids these days.. so the ap chem test is over. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) now i can relax and slack off until it hits me that i still have sat IIs to study for. oh boy. i wish it was friday.
freaking blogger. i had a blog and it was erased. i'll try to say it again later. um, okay maybe not. the gist of it was: i am el presidente, we got to go back and kick the math test's butt but i missed one with root three over two, i am done with chem for the rest of my high school career, big numbers are annoying to write out and so i don't, ellie dave whoever let's go watch "spiderman", that must be it. it was much more exciting. i'll make it up sometime.
congratulations to derek, even though he didn't follow my advice and wear a sombrero during the speech. or maybe that's why he won... anyway, mucho feliz navidad congratulacionnes!
spider-man is the most action-packed, yet touching, edge-of-your-seat thrilling movie ever. i was a little teary-eyed at some scenes, and cheering at others. the only movies i've ever really cried during were "honey i shrunk the kids" and "my girl." i've never seen any star wars movies, but i ought to. they look pretty good. that D- thing is scary...don't they help you out if you're struggling in college?? especially if you're at someplace like yale? how bizzarre, how bizzarre. "are you stalking me? because that would be super!" catch ya on the flipside.
star wars rocked.
(except for a few cases of bad dialogue and anticlimatical scenes) oh, and i have yet to see spiderman as well. Wednesday, May 15, 2002
speaking of getting butts kicked in math, a friend of mine got a D- in her math class this semester. we actually found it almost amusing because we thought that was practically impossible. [sigh] this might make her ideals of being pre-med a little more difficult ...
anyway, i'm home, and watching star wars episode II at midnight when it comes out. ... which is pretty sad actually. we have to leave in like an hour to try and get good seats, i'm thinking of taking a nap before then. i still haven't seen spiderman. if you guys go, you should, er, call me. because basically all of my friends have seen it already. good luck in running for SHS ... Tuesday, May 14, 2002
okay, so i got my butt kicked by a math test today. i must've left at least five questions completely blank .. oh well. i'll make it up some other time. i hope i didn't get a c. and i drove today. apparently, i accelerate too slowly and i can't turn correctly. it's chemistry time.
derek i am going to be shameless and "campaign" on your blog.
soo everyone on this blog who is in spanish honors society at holmdel (i don't quite know everyone who is on this blog... hopefully a few spanish takers =)) vote for me for secretary! tomorrow! in room 411!!! i'll be your absolute best firend if u do haha... shameless shameless. oh yea, derk is running for president, so vote for him too. now i don't feel quite as guilty. =) and mickel for vice pres!! hmm okay i think i'm going to go eat some of my dad's birthday cake now... hehEH Monday, May 13, 2002
mary kate and ashley olsen were in full house with michael vartan? i think i'm missing somethign here. speaking of mk and a olsen, i've been having this weird crazed obsession with watching them on tv. i've been watching "two of a kind" everyday after school for the past several months and i like that show a lot. it's funny. even though i've seen every episode at least 3 times. and now abcfamily has like, all day mk and a olsen marathons on. so i've seen their london movie, their sydney movie, and next sunday is another marathon and maybe i'll catch the paris movie, and they have a new bahamas movie but that's at the same time as the xfiles series finale and i won't miss that for the world. i'll probably even tape it. it's so sad=( my favorite show is leaving. poo. at least it was this year cuz i probably wouldnt' even be able to watch it next year. so anyway, back to the olsen twins. they're SO OLD NOW. and i think they used to be pretty when they were like, 12-13 ish (two of a kind age) and then they went through this SUPER UGLY phase (the "so little time" phase -- they played chloe and reilly, dumb names if you ask me, sorry to offend anyone) and their hair was like the ugliest thing i've ever seen! blech. but i guess they're okay now. but i still like them when they were little. yeah, and simon camden looks so old now!! do people really change that much?? and i saw about 2 minutes of alias last night. i only flipped to it when xfiles was on commercial break. they were sitting in the train station talking without looking at each other. i realized the alias girl plays noel's girlfriend on felicity and michael vartan is hot.
i learned in "world" magazine that you fart on average 14 times a day...so let 'er rip! anyway, farting out loud in public is really gross.
hooray for guster! the drummer is so ridiculously amazing- he plays with his hands, no sticks, and he is so so so awesome! everyone should listen to guster because they are so good. their cds are awesome, and they're 10 times better live. download "either way" or "i spy" or "the fa fa song" if you don't listen to any of their other songs. yay guster =) wow, the "alias" season finale killed me! it was so good, but every plot line was left hanging! oh bloody rats, i can't wait until september! it's going to drive me bananas! derek trying to hit that kid with tennis balls reminds me of adam sandler in "mr. deeds". except adam sandler is funny. [oooh snap!] that preview was in spider-man.
1. mary kate and ashley olsen in full house to
2. bob saget in wayne's world to 3. mike myers in 54 to 4. neve campell in wild things to 5. kevin bacon wahoo! i did it. i rock. hahahaha. you can probably link it in less, but i couldn't think of anything better. (happy, derk?)
it can't be renamed "the six degrees of my blog" because it needs to remind me of how i have to go back and destroy sat ii writing. so the score will be eight hundred to one, me. uh, what did i do this weekend .. maybe i should say something. oh right, i went to chinese school and then went to four hours of tennis and actually played pretty well -- i was toying with this left-handed kid who got really mad and then i got angry too because he had no right to be angry and i slammed the ball at him every time and tried to hit him. and he won two games off of me because of that. but at least i made him scared. then i went home and slept until my mom woke me up and said ellen called and then i went to see the play with her. well, not really "with" her because we didn't sit together because the barn was so overfull and even though there were probably seats together, i didn't find any or really ask around for any and the play was funny. the last one was the best .. victor oren's little brother was hilarious. then we went to boston market, which was closed, and pathmark and i bought a box of a dozen glazed donuts for three dollars -- if i ever try to do that again, someone stop me -- and then wendys and sat in the parking lot like ghetto people and ate. i like frostys. then we went to a&p and i bought a scented candle for my mom. and a lighter. flick that bic!
oh, i farted in class today. it was embarrassing because i was sleeping during a free period and i woke up because someone had farted really loudly. and then i realized that it was me and i was embarrassed and i went back to sleep. i've decided to run for president of spanish honors society.
so, kevin bacon was in wild things with denise richards, who was in the world is not enough with pierce brosnan, who was in tomorrow never dies with michelle yeoh, who was in crouching tiger hidden dragon with chow yun fat, who was probably in some movie with jet li, who was in romeo must die with aaliyah, who was supposed to be in the matrix reloaded with keanu reeves, who was in sweet november with charlize theron....gahh can't think of the next movie....this is all from memory. wow this is so sad. this blog is so sad. maybe it should be renamed to "the 6 degrees of my blog". is anyone up for a doubleheader of spiderman and star wars this weekend?
michael vartan was in never been kissed wiht drew barrymore who was in charlie's angels with cameron diaz who was in my best friend's wedding with julia roberts who was in flatliners with kevin bacon. julia roberts is the chick to connect to kevin bacon.
i've never seen it, but isn't wild things that really bad movie...? let's see, kevin bacon was in wild things with neve campbell who was in scream with courtney cox who was in friends with jennifer aniston who was picture perfect with kevin bacon. i just realized that made ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE. i messed up my six degrees. hey, i made a circle!
what the heck, ya'll watch too many movies! i still don't know who jason scott lee is... OOOH... spider man is on teh cover of time, they used some really corny title, it says, 'it's shaping up to be a blockbuster movie summer as hollywood learns to play by....SPIDER-MAN RULES. I think its some cheap rip off of hte cider house rules... for some reason i keep thinking of that, does anyone else or am i just weird?
Sunday, May 12, 2002
yea me and kartique suave are going to have the best dialogue. denmark's a prison. i want to use props.
michael vartan is in alias with victor garber who was in Annie with this little girl who's mother works for the company of a guy whose daughter babysits this kid who went to see a baseball game during which he met Nathaniel who is your imaginary friend. i can see 989273 degrees of separation between me and understanding organic chemistry. i watches Jaws today for maybe the 6th time. that is such a crazy movie. ooh wait it was supposed to connect to kevin bacon. in that case kevin bacon is your imaginary friend. i'm so jealous.
michael vartan was in "never been kissed" with drew barrymore who was in "ever after" with that guy who played sean ambrose in "mission impossible two" with tom cruise who was in "a few good men" with kevin bacon. wow, this is fun.
tom cruise was in the pelican brief? hmm. well, i'm glad my blog was coincidental with your thoughts, connie. haha, that's so weird. maybe our minds are connected in some weird cosmic way and.. no. probably not. haha. and, yeah. jason scott lee is a good looking man. :)
okay guys, six degrees starting with michael vartan. in honor of the alias finale showing tonight. which i am going to watch. right after i finish studying chemistry. phoo. and (this is a totally unrelated and random thought) i would have chosen the to be or not to be soliloquy, except it didn't relate with my group's theme. that would have been cool though. more linkage to connie's thoughts. yeah.. :o)
let's play risk. i want to play all those cool video games that i never have. like metal gear solid and resident evil and eh, i never finished final fantasy three and seven. the computer erased my thirty-hour save file on three and it stopped working one day for seven. i like video games. okay, that sounded dorky. um .. i went and saw the one act plays yesterday and they were really good, especially the last one. okay, i only thought the last one was good, but it was really good. i want to act. not really. i want to be an investment banker because john mcgurk said he wants to be one. i want to eat coffee ice cream. you know, i haven't been wanting to blog lately .. it's strange.
Saturday, May 11, 2002
yeap, jason scott lee is the guy in the jungle book. he's cute;) he also played bruce lee in the bruce lee movie, i think it was called dragon. and i'll say it again, he's cute=)
ok, i totally did not actually know six degrees to kevin bacon when i spit out his name, but i've got it: 1. Jason Scott Lee to 2. Cary Elwes (yay steph!) in the jungle book to 3. Annabeth Gish in the xfiles to 4. Julia Roberts in Mystic Pizza (it was just on, that's how i know) to 5. Tom Cruise in Pelican Brief to 6. Kevin Bacon in A Few Good Men yay!!! wow, haha the only way of getting to kevin bacon is through a few good men. that's the movie with the most stars=) wow steph, there were a lotta coincidences that popped into my head when i read your blog. first was the annabeth gish thing in mystic pizza because i JUST saw it on tv on the preview channel, and then yesterday at felly we were talking about the values and ethics thing for small group and i brought up scent of a woman because charlie had to decide between harvard and his friends, and then i watched it this morning also=) and then my cousin was talking about the sad robin williams movie and i said it was "what dreams may come" and then i said, that's from hamlet. and you mentioned hamlet lines. memorize that one. the what dreams may come soliloquy. it's the to be or not to be one i think. and actually, i was talking about cary elwes to my parents a couple nights ago because robin hood men in tights was on. that movie's great=) ok so, steph, your blog was so coincidental to the thoughts in my head! (that was poor grammar, sorry.) but yes hehe. jason scott lee is pretty cute. he was cute in the jungle book too. i think i want to watch that again. OH i just found another way to get from jason scott lee to kevin bacon! 1. jsl 2. the girl in jungle book is also the girl in a 3. macgyver movie (trail to something) 4. richard dean anderson (who is macgyver) acted with 5. teri hatcher in several macgyver episodes who acted wiht 6. kevin bacon in some movie. ok that hardly counts. cuz i'm not certain. anywho, sorry derek for wasting so much blog space. oh and julia roberts can go directly to kevin bacon in that movie the flatliners. i need to sleep. we need a new person for six degrees.
wait wait, jason scott lee. was he the guy in jungle book? or was that someone else? anyway, if he IS the guy i think he is, cary elwes was in the jungle book with him. (sorry, i was confused about the movie game before. hopefully i'm playing six degrees correctly. haha.. :oP)
i am feeling incredibly lazy. this weekend was supposed to be spent studying but so far it has gone to waste. i woke up around ten and bummed until one-ish. i got distracted because scent of a woman was showing on usa. that is a really good movie. it made me cry.. *sniff* after watching that, i just couldn't bring myself to doing anything productive. i tried taking an ap test but my brain was not functioning properly. so then i spent what seemed like hours trying to read that stupid nuremburg trial packet while periodically falling asleep/zoning out. grr. my attention span is currently about ten seconds long. not good. must pick out hamlet lines to memorize. gaaaahhhh.
haha, does anyone know how the cashier in that visa commerical is six degrees from kevin bacon?
ok, new person. jason scott lee, go! Friday, May 10, 2002
demi moore was in the juror too! and tom cruise was in top gun!! i feel the need, the need for speed... okay i don't know what's going on
well ill continue with what ellen said because the rest of you are just cynics! demi moore was in a few good men with tom cruise(because tom cruise is easier than kevin bacon)
psh, easy. demi moore was in "a few good men" with kevin bacon. one degree of separation. um, i think i should go eat dinner before norman comes and i forget they're coming to pick me up.
fine, everyone (dave derek) has to foil my idea.
ok "six degrees of kevin bacon"... starting with demi moore.
we should play "six degrees of kevin bacon" instead. i think i want to order some cds from bmg -- any suggestions from anyone? i think i may have six or seven free cds left and well. i have a list somewhere of the cds that i've wanted to order. and i don't want to blog at the moment.
Thursday, May 09, 2002
noooo!! ellen beat me. well, demi moore was also in G.I. Jane!! i've never seen that movie, though. is it good?
demi moore was in ghost!! i watched some of that movie on tnt or tbs or some channel last week. i need a break. i think my life is getting just a little bit too intense right now. i'm going to download some beach boys, which i got stuck in my head after they played it on morning announcements today. where in the world is carmen san diego was my favorite show for years. i still have the voices from all the characters stuck in the back of my head.
don't you have to also name another movie he was in? i don't get it. i think steph's playing it wrong. i want to sleep tonight and wake up early tomorrow to do chem homework. because i don't like sleeping after midnight every day, so. good night.
i'm loving the aha song right now. taaaaake oooon meeeeeee.. [take on me] taaaaake meeeee ooooooon.. [take one me] i'll beee goone.. in a day or.. twoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. :o) and you know what's even cooler? the rockapella version of it. rockapella did the theme song to where in the world is carmen san diego and a foldger's commercial a few years ago. my brother has been downloading them like mad recently. well, maybe not like mad. just those three songs. yeah, rockapella! haha :)
i have done minimal work tonight. came home.. iced my legs.. ate some food.. read a few magazines (aaah! they had this article on the matrix sequels with pictures and everything! ahhh!!! i can't wait another year!!).. fell asleep, unintentionally.. did about three math problems.. and now here i am. grr. i have junioritis. this is bad, very bad. the ap chem test is in a week and i have not started studying. and the sat iis are in.. three weeks (?) and i have not started studying. i am such a spazz. a procrastinating spazz. i should really stop doing this to myself. wahahahaha.. my head hurts, too. school just stinks. i was reading this editorial in newsweek and the lady who wrote it was of the opinion that kids these days are overscheduled and that they never have time to be bored out of their minds, which, according to her, is when the most creativity comes. yeah. i wish i could be bored more often. and when i say bored, i mean bored because i have absolutely nothing to do. wow, i should really do some work.
yeah, go blue claws!! hehe...=D i've never been to a baseball game; i'm culturally retarded.
the norah jones song that was on dawsons creek was probably her single, "don't know why." while on the subject of wb shows, has anyone bought the felicity soundtrack?? i desperately want it. there's a sixpence song, "melody of you" on it...the studio version! exciting stuff. i have about four different live versions of it. gah does anyone else realize that it has been almost five years since their last album release? maybe not. but it makes me want to cry. i (and probably derk) also highly anticipated lisa loeb's most recent stuff...and it is highly disappointing. because you know, i'm such a critic. tomorrow i'm taking my first ever ap! the movie game is so much fun to play. i say we start playing it over blogger. i'll start: dirty dancing. (name a person in that movie...then name another movie he/she is in...name a person in THAT movie...etc etc.)
hey serena, i dunnot eh norah jones song u were looking for but she has this song "feelin' the same way" that's pretty good. yup, that's all
Wednesday, May 08, 2002
i went to a blue claws game yesterday. it was pretty fun.. they won 12 - 8. we were all very very very hyper and weird. we tried so hard to get on the jumbotron, but the camera people wouldn't move from the dugouts. *sigh* i was so tempted to go and borrow someone's kid so that we could get on. okay, not really. but they would only so little babies and people dancing on the jumbotron. we wanted laura [madge] to do the puffy [aka p. diddy] dance but she didn't want to. that would have been so cool. anyways.. the food was not as good as i was told. see, they had claw dogs and jumbo claw dogs and i got a claw dog and fries, figuring that the jumbo would be this massive hot dog, but i was sorely mistaken. the regular claw dog was the smallest, most pitiful hot dog i've ever eaten. it was kind of sad.. it was about five inches long and kind of greyish in color. hahaha. but the fries were good. yummm. we took pictures with the weird yellow fuzzy mascot and smokey the bear. awesome. :o)
i haven't watched snl in the longest time. i usually watch the reruns on comedy central. old school snl rocks. actually, so does new school. will ferrell is so cool! i can't believe he's leaving. i love alex trebec and al gore and george w. bush and james lipton and all those other people he does that i cannot remember at the moment. good times, good times.
so I just read your blog ellen, and I noticed norah jones. I was watching dawson's creek tonight while doing my math hw, and I wrote down a name to go dl a song that was playing on dawson's creek and guess who it was? it was norah jones! I heard one of her songs, I really can;t remember the name but it was really really good. So I thought that was really weird and coincidental but yea...hi everyone!
wow, blackinese. i'm still a nice shade of yellow (wow like that wasn't stereotypical..hah). mm, the snl band rocks! i forget from where, but lenny picken used to be in an eighties band. i need to regroup my meaningless (but very full) memory bank of music trivia. my knowledge of music has not grown as much as it had when i watched "behind the music" and "rock n roll jeapardy" and "pop up video" religiously on vh1. those behind the musics were so good my friends, so good.
i blogged a super long blog at my blog, so you can read what i blogged there (how many times can you use blog in a sentence?). hey, its another plug. =D
hurrah for j-fa!! i can't believe it! will ferrell is the heart and soul of snl right now! but i think jimmy "jums" fallon and horatio sanz and chris kattan can keep it together, and seth meyers shows promise. as does ana gasteyer. i'm confident they will recover and bounce back. my dream is to host snl or star on it. but if i can't, i'll settle for being in lenny picken & the saturday night live band band. if i can't do that, i'll be an astronaut. a REAL astronaut, unlike lance bass. [oooh, snap!]
i never watch snl. so i don't know who will ferrell and jimmy fallon are. is that bad? although i do hear zi talk about jimmy fallon excessively.
both times i wrote jimmy i typed jummy instead. and when i typed wrote i typed wrong. i thing there's something wrote with me. jummy sounds funny . i think i'll name my kid jummy. sorry derek, for this cheap cheap blog. hey hey, plug [links] and chug. subliminal messaging. Tuesday, May 07, 2002
NOOOOOOOOOOO! will ferrell is leaving snl!! ahhhhh! and the world weeps. *cries* you can read about it here. now the only good person left is lonely jimmy fallon.
ok that's all i had to say. hehe..
ahahahaha our match against RBC was so hilarious today. their coach was so blunt, like, "i'm putting in all substitutes today, but you wouldn't be able to tell the difference."
Paul: i wanna play the guy with the 'fro RBC coach: ok you want him? sure. RBC coach: steve, you have a choice here. there's a new guy who just started playing a few months ago, but he's pretty good for someone who just started a few months ago. there's also one who started playing....a few months ago last year, but he's kinda---big. Steve: i'll play the new guy Coach: i've got two smart kids [ye and erkal] here. you got any smart ones to match them? RBC Coach: yea actually [name here] got a 790 on the math section! Us: OOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!! YE!! Ye: What about the verbal?! what about the verbal?!! then coach had me play a set with RBC's regular first singles, and i beat him 6-0. DUCK AND COVER!!!
oops... i made a bad typo... once again my typing skills are slowly dissolving into nothingness... old school batman is awesome! last week they showed it on tvland from 8-10 every night... i think i ditched a good deal of homework to watch that! Its soooo cheesy...and so far fetched... but so great! I think I even wrote down all of the lame expressions they used during one particular fight scene... but I think I threw that list out... maybe I'll watch tonight and compile another
hot girls, marijuana use, hot guys, spiderman, AP's, and batman. that is what i see when i scan this message board.
we're amidst finals here ... actually they just started today, and i don't have one until friday. so basically i'm not doing anything right now. yep ... it's really nice :-) plus the weather's being good. oh, last night i went into NY and saw RENT, which was really fun. ... this ended up being a very ... monotone-ish blog. Monday, May 06, 2002
"we saw all these hot girls over the weekend" .. okay. marlboro was kind of an annoying team. there was this one kid who had red instead of the whites of his eyes, and i think that's a definite sign of marijuana use. and maybe it's part of all sports, but the things people say to pump themselves or others up are really dumb. i think there are only four main phrases, here listed in the order of decreasing popularity: "come on!", "let's go!", "yeah!", and "do it!" okay, so i didn't hear much of the last one, but it was funny when some kid on the second doubles team said "let's go paul come on do it yeah!" i need to do this research paper -- i finally started!
wow...today's final was fraught with controversy. a few kids on marlboro's team were a bunch of whiners, and they kept crying and arguing. sheesh. then after the match was over one of them told mrs. craparo to shut up, and when mr. craparo came in, everyone went crazy. i suppose you could say that there's quite an intense rivalry between holmdel and marlboro. fudge...and mrs. craparo pulled some strings to let steve play, not that that's bad, but then i didn't get to play. oh well.
i want to see spiderman. i want to understand fizziks. i need to organize my life. gosh we saw all these hot girls over the weekend and jennifer garner is so hot and so is michael vartan, and there were these corvettes and BMW M3's all over the place, but enough of that guy stuff...
hey, the old "holy double feature batman!" ones are on tvland these days! oh wait...sorry ellen. >=)
hey, i like james franco! woah, i like james franco! i saw him on this oscar grammy award thing and he won an award for playing james dean or something and i went, "woo!" he's married to marla skolokoff i think. i can't believe i just wrote that bit of celebrity gossip, but whatever. i saw it on tv while i was playing blackjack (with money!) on saturday. hehe, i like that blog below: "so i was spiderman yesterday too!" =)
i agree with connie. the opposite of not doing the last ten questions is to do the last ten questions.
i didn't see spiderman. i will soon though! i was obsessed with spiderman when i was younger. that, and batman. batman wins though. does anyone remember the old school "pow! sock!" batman?? that was so good. the best movie batman ever is val kilmer. i refuse to watch george clooney. my blog is full of short, abrupt sentences. good luck to whoever's taking APs!
So i was spiderman yesterday too! It was really really good, everyone should go see it! And they actually shot at Columbia at the beginning of hte movie! I was really excited about that. So just to be girly....Toby Maguire was really adorable in the movie, but but... goooosh James Franco was really hot tooo... he played Harry Osborn... ooh my...I think he's one of those people who looks really good with glasses. Ok enough of that girly stuff *sigh*
you're all wrong. the opposite of not doing the last ten questions is to do the last ten questions.
speaking of questions, i answered 49 of 55 on the MC and wrote 3 of 3 really horribly crappy essays. yeah connie! way to know what you're doing!
ooo i have this relaly really good starbucks ice cream in my freezer right this second just waiting to be eaten... ahhh i think i'm in love... with ice cream.
CONGRATS YOU GUYS!!! way to represent holmdel hehehHEH! Sunday, May 05, 2002
oh i forgot to mention that i lost, or we lost, all of our doubles matches. so it was basically gordy, paul and steve that carried us all the way. mike and i did get a set off of newark academy though, which is good, but we definitely could have beaten them. i think it was largely due to my lack of experience that we got railed in our first two matches. i'm eating ice cream now. i wish theraflu tasted like ice cream. chocolate ice cream.
oh wait... you played newark. congratulations anyway! =)
dave: it's 8:10 pm. do you know where your family is? ;)
wow did you guys play livingston?? and beat them? that is so super hot. i know some of the kids on that team; maybe you played them richard.
is it just me or did aps kind of appear out of nowhere? i was so happy about getting sats over with -- and then i realized i should start studying for aps. good though, how psych exam is super late. bad though, how the others aren't. my friend (a junior) is taking ap english tomorrow. i think he's crazy. crazy crazy crazy. i definitely went prom shopping (not the dress) on saturday for almost six hours and i definitely didn't buy anything. except for lemonade. i felt so defeated. anyway, cosmetics counter people are super intimidating. note to self -- do not approach clinique lady. she will rip you apart until you have no self-esteem left. however, i did discover that i have this weird sub-conscious attraction to white dresses. it might be the fact that i (abnormally) want to get married. anyway i tried on a lot of white/ivory/off white dresses on (for fun) while my friend tried on prom dresses. good times. oh! i picked up norah jones' cd "come away with me", which i'm listening to as i blog. so far it's good -- i'm absolutely in love with her voice. mm..i definitely just copied and pasted those last two sentences from my blog. i am so lazy.
we're number 1! whee. so today was definitely the most intense tennis in my life. and we got to go to the gap at livingston mall after our first match, but there was nothing on sale there. i'm tired and i still have to do chem hw sets 3 and 4 and read hamlet and history. gordy had this super-inspirational quote before our final against newark academy that i just want to mention because it is super-inspirational: "Of course they're nervous! They're gonna f***ing lose!"
bleh, i said kind of the opposite of you! anyway.
harhar, i liked tobey maguire since a long long time ago, but nooo, nobody believed that he was worth liking. everyone was all "he looks retarded" "he's fat!" "he's ugly". hehe, anyway. again. happy cinco de mayo! or, should i say, feliz cinco de mayo? i wore my sombrero today. i bought it from my neighbor exactly last year on cinco de mayo, right after i came back from sat IIs. i ate the best sandwich for lunch. we made sandwiches stuffed with turkey, tomatoes, lettuce, sweet peppers, about 3 pounds of mayonnaise, and mustard, with a side of dill spears and spanish olives. it was so good. then i ate another one, but i mixed it up a little and made it with roast beef instead of turkey. i'm still thinking about it. ok, gotta go study for them blasted aps. good luck on aps everyone.
so you know how i get these phases of obsession after i see certain movies? for a while i was infatuated with hugh jackman (he's still hot) and then another time it was orlando bloom (did you see the gap commercial with him on tv? he's still hot, too). yeah, well, this week, my obsession will be directed towards tobey maguire. because he is awesome. and because he is spider-man. which was a supercool movie. everyone go see it! then i can have other people to obsess with about tobey maguire. (ahh!! he is so cute!) anyways. the trailers for the hulk and men in black 2 were supercool, too. i am all about comicbook movies. :)
i just washed my car. i became rather tired and palmolive-y and saved myself twelve dollars. sweet! harhar. now all i have to do today is do lots and lots and lots of chemistry, perhaps look at physics, perhaps looks at sats, and then i'm done! *maniacal laughter* this is going to be great! =) i just read over my first paragraph and i realized that i am such a girl. ugh. i disgust me sometimes. but that's okay. hee hee :o) Saturday, May 04, 2002
hmm our match was supposed to start at 3:00. none of us even walked onto a court until around 6:00. ::sigh:: i hate chatham. ok i don't really hate them because we still won. but it's all my fault we lost doubles. ok maybe half my fault. ahh who cares, cause summit and newark academy are going down tomorrow. down down down into the ground. i need to step it up a few notches. i'm so tired. i think i failed the chem sat 2 again. i need to go to sleep. i want to see spider-man. theraflu tasted like crap.
no, the opposite of me would be if you skipped questions one through ten, and i really honestly can't see how anyone would be able to do that not on purpose. anyone intelligent, not like me. i should be writing my english research paper, but since i haven't truly done any work on it for several weeks, i might as well not start now. that's the spirit.
i did kind of the opposite of you derek last year. when i took the history sat, since i didn't pay attention to the directions, i thought there were 100 questions because of the answer sheet, so i wasn't even up to number 80 when there was like 15 minutes left and i was like blimey, i won't have time! so i was rushing through them and did #90 and it was over! so the point is, i rushed through the last 10-15 questions with a couple of minutes left, so there wasn't time to check every question. hm, i guess there really is no point. what a waste of blog space.
you're not a boring blog person! but i am. so i'm still a bit irritated and annoyed at my skipping the last ten writing questions by accident stupidly tell me what's wrong with me -- and so i've named my blog accordingly. may this serve as a lesson to myself and everyone who comes across this blog. sat ii writing 1, derek 0. so the essay was about "what motivates people to change" and this is going to motivate me to study hard for sat ii coming up again in june, when i face off once again with writing. i think i said something to ellen about me being john travolta and sat ii writing being nicholas cage, but now it all sounds kind of idiotic. if you're as meticulous and careful as me when you type online, you can type with amazing accuracy also! okay, yeah .. i remember how we used to have computer class in elementary school and i learned how to type with mario and mavis and there was also this really boring program on the really old computers with just a black screen and white words and a little line underneath that would tell you which letter to type. i had seventy words per minute and ninety-seven percent accuracy in seventh grade! i think that was because i'd memorized the whole paragraph that we had to type out in "mario teaches typing" so i could just stare at my hands after clicking the start button. i'm ranting crazily. must take shower.
ok ok, i'll blog blog. I feel guilty since I don't seem to blog anymore. I took Chem and Math IIC this morning... the math wasn't as hard as those dar ned Barron's practice tests. I used my calculator to do almost everything... but I got really annoyed at one of hte first calculator problems that involved trig in radian mode, and I continued to calculate in degree... I wasted a lot of time doing stupid stuff like that...ooh well. I think AIM is ruining my typing accuracy and my spelling ability... I think during this blog which only happens to be 4 lines so far, I made maybe 10-15 errors, some of which I cared enough to fix...argh. I can't wait until after AP tests...cuz we can completely slack off in chem and life will be good... summer is almost here, I think maybe I should find something to do with my summer... I'm a really really boring blog person..sorry!
we're losing blogs. i wonder if anyone reads what has turned into my daily rants with ellen's and richard's comments sometimes in between. mm, i just took sat ii writing chem and math and did something really stupid. i'm really stupid. haha, so i was talking online with caitlin yesterday at around ten-something for a few minutes and she was telling me about writing and how she skipped the last ten questions by accident (and still ended up with 720) and i said something like "you stupid, what kind of idiot skips ten questions?" well, guess what i did today. yes. i think it was some weird subconscious thing that she did to me. it's all her fault.
Friday, May 03, 2002
so my mom just told me a funny joke that my dad told her. they were both laughing for quite some time, and i thought i'd share it with you. so this man who was slightly drunk went to his wife and said, "there's a ghost in the bathroom!" w: "why, what happened?" h: "i opened the door and the light automatically turned on!" w: "did you also feel a gust of cold air?" h: "yeah, that too!" w: "you idiot, you peed in the refrigerator again!" anyway, i thought it was amusing. i must go rest up for my exams tomorrow.
Thursday, May 02, 2002
derlei say: BLOG
derlei say: you are required to blog derek, (i am demanding you to) stop being so demanding. anyway. i wish i grew up in the coastal region of naranjanaranja. then i can unite with my south american black eskimo bear friends. we always have a lot of fun together. anyway. tonight i just relaaaaaxed. after my horrendous night of work last night (all nighter anyone?), it felt so incredibly good. i played online putt putt golf, tried to write a punk song (for fun), thought of band names my friend sarah and i could play under (for fun), drove my mom's car down town (let the cops chase us around), and picked up a nice smoothie from planet smoothie (there's one in lincroft now!). tomorrow's great adventure; i am super excited. i honestly shouldn't be, since i don't reeaally like rollercoasters. i just succomb to peer pressure a lot. so i'll just ride a few, and afterwards, if my peers pressure me enough, i'll do drugs. just kidding.
so i was tempted to go outside with a big long metal stick, but i would have gotten really wet. or i could have used an umbrella...but all the cool lightning is gone now.
hmm apparently srik-the-freak was in mr. bryer's room today when a sparrow flew into the window and passed out, and srik said "lugete veneres et cupidinesque." see? latin is everywhere. a bird got hit by a ball during the us open last year. it was sad at first because everyone thought it was dead, but then it was funny because the bird got up later and flew away. our orchestra conductor for next year seems to be on a constant high. but i guess that's a good thing.
actually, it's all gone now -- so hello. my left knee is hurting me because i bashed it on some lab cabinets after school today in the bio room and i hit all those metal handles sticking out and now i am limping. also, i am sick and i can complain as much as much as i want, thank you very much. so ellie, i was reading through your sat ii writing book today on the way to orchestra (i've started studying this afternoon, look at me, i'm going to do poorly) and the questions you put stars by are confusing. you and i think alike. you and i are the same person. i am ellie. i am sick, and so ellie is sick. anyway, i need to practice writing in a formal tone so that i can write a good twenty-minute essay. like here, let's see, i'll try to write a nice little paragraph about .. bears.
Though many may assume otherwise, the South American black Eskimo bear is one of the friendliest creatures known to mankind. Tourists to the coastal region of Naranjanaranja in Mongolia are often surprised by the sudden "attacks" of large hordes of bears, but as the native villagers are already well aware, the loud roaring of the bears is a sound of benevolence and good will. These bears are not the vicious, man-eating monsters that are portrayed in horror stories and nature films. The massive but kindly mammals are misunderstood; their violence is often mistaken to be a sign of hostility, not of the affectionate friendship they offer. Only when man understands the true intentions of the South American black Eskimo bear will there be healing of the emotional rift that has developed over the centuries between the two species.
incidentally, i went to physics day at great adventure in high school, junior and senior years. it was great because our teacher didn't care and he didn't make us calculate a single thing.
... anyone up for great adventure this summer? i am ... Wednesday, May 01, 2002
hey -- they were playing "i'll stand by you" by the pretenders this morning. mm, i thought it was interesting because i'd never known what the song was or who it was by as of last month or so .. so. i took nyquil last night because i hadn't slept well in a long time, and it made me sleep like i was dead. of course, i wasn't decomposing like a dead person in an oil drum -- yuck, oil drums. they should make that an instrument. i should go sleep now.
ok, this is a couple blogs late, and i know there's been a change in topics, but i did physics at six flags last year. and it was really awesome, i made this whole thing with a tennis ball container and fish weights and that thing with the cardboard and straw and measured angles and forces and i had a fab time! i like physics.
my goal for the future is to be a doctor working at nasa. or an astronaut. they found a dead body in an oil drum on spring valley road. it had been decomposing for a while, and spring valley right down the road outside my development! i heard that the person had been stabbed. derek, you should be on saturday night live. that would be so cool, and you could work with jimmy fallon and seth meyers! "the osbournes" is the funniest show on tv these days. "when i was kid, all i got was a smelly old sock with nuts...and inside were pennies and an apple and orange! that was it!"
i'm tired and sick. my throat hurts and i cough and talk in a nasal voice. i can complain as much as i want, thank you very much. so i went to school today and came home and it's a nice day outside, it really is. too bad i can't enjoy it. or i could, but it'd be very difficult with the strange foreign things i keep coughing up. i want to be in college. so there was this group meeting with the guidance counselor today about college planning and i don't know what to do. i think i'll grow up and be a samurai.
we should rename this blog to "i can complain as much as i want, thank you very much." just a suggestion.
anyway, i missed chem class this morning by accident (slept in of course) but it's a pretty nice day out so to be honest, i could care less :-) plus classes are almost over and i, too, well be able to make my new website soon! actually i've begun it ... but not very much. actually it probably won't be done until next ... year. like, until i come back to school. don't worry, the freakin hard work for the past 11 years will pay off!
i seriously need to stop this crazy procrastinating. and i'm still not done with my poetry journal, how sad is that?? i'm sick and i have allergies and tomorrow i'm going to be a zombie. i'm also going to fall asleep in all my classes, fail my latin quiz, and get blank homework collected. what fun. track is going to be really whopee tomorrow, i'll hardly be able to stand without falling asleep... i cant wait, just two more hours until i wake up!
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